I can stop at any time, can't I?

The Addiction of it All

Every time I get a little bit of money I decide I can afford another comic book I want. Every time I spend less in gas for my car I mentally calculate what I can spend on encapsulated books. I do the same in everything else I save money on and instead of putting the money away I am winning another auction.

I finally saved a couple hundred dollars and then I decide to make an offer on some E-bay items. So far they haven?t accepted, but once this is posted I will either have won or lost at the price I offered. Then there are two books on Heritage,com that I am currently winning. If I win both from heritage and E-bay all the money I had saved will be gone. Everything I placed a bid on I do want, but they are not my priority and I know I should go after what I prioritize.

I also have been planning on sending in 50 books for a pre-screen and every time I make a purchase (whether a song from i-tunes, a movie from Best Buy, or a comic book) I lose the ability to get those books screened for a 9.8, Although I recently found a way to get that done quickly (thanks to my parents). The books I want to send in are a mixture of books I plan to keep and books I plan to sell.

I?ll pay back what I owe month by month and if I am lucky will sell enough books to not only pay what I owe but to buy more books (and maybe send some more in). I wish to say I can stop but as long as I have the money I don?t think I will be able too. I try, I really do but once my bills are paid I always feel like I deserve something just for me.

Thanks for Reading

Tnerb