porcupine48

We don't know each other, but you seem like a cool dude, and Ellie the friendly Shepherd/Husky says "Hello!"

Hope things take a turn for the better and no need to feel guilt, Jimmers.  
Your friends are here if you need us. 
 

Hey Jimmers, hang in there my friend. If posting causes you anxiety, don't post! Just step away and take care of yourself. We'll still be here when you feel up to it. Meanwhile, here's Robert, and he'd like to let you know that this IS his happy face, thank you very much.

Leave....the crocodile....alone.

I really hope you're well my long time friend,I've thought of you a bunch and drawn hope from your courage.

I thought it was an alligato. 

Peanut and Coco thought they'd join the puppy (& kitty & birdo) party to say "hi" and send big hugs, Jimmers...our thoughts are with you, good fellow. 

Leave it.. 

I’m Catman.

Jimmers - your pal Jiggyford sez, "whatever, mon."

Thanks everyone.I'll try and make a longer post tomorrow maybe.I've kept it close,so even those I have on fb from here this'll be a surprise too(and I don't go there anyways really anymore)-anyways long short a bunch a bunch of tres terrible stuff's been shakin',more deaths,we're at thirteen in 22 months now,close friends,almost all the punkerfolk I grew up with are gone now,it's close knit in a big town small city like Capital city,you get chummy when you have to fight off doi yois  that want to beat arse because off hair or clothes.Had to narcan a friend five times today when I went to do a welfare check on them after dialysis glad I did.And yeah,sneakered that in there,I've had that hell going on again four sometimes five times a week.No hospital stay,NO WAY! even if all the cabs cut into fun and food money!Nuh unh!Noooooooooooooo! Ooh,new smilies? Anyhoo,as birthday pres(March 20,party hard for me volken!I can't!) we think I may just go in for last bloodwork to be extra sure and no treatment.That stuff,man...it's so.friggin'.HARD. And traumatizing seeing blood pumped out of your NECK whoosh hishhed and then back in?No fun.It wipes me pretty damn bad.Then tonight I went through some on Joey tfl Ghost Riders boxes it's taken me that long and I figured I was already miserable...could it get worse?Yep.A box of cassettes,many with his handwritting and a good bunch with mine that I'd gifted him he's put notes inside saying how much he loved them and he loved me and whoooooooooooo well here I am,I just needed you gang a minute sorry.I hope I don't go into a wicked friggen manic episode coz of it if I wasn't already on the way.Between the bi polar and dementia I just don't know what the heck is going on a LOT of the time now just walk the dog when I can read comics play with Hot Wheels...
nyhow,I'm really tired thanks for being friends
Much love
Jimmers
 

Walt's looking forward to seeing you post again pal, well he would be if he still had his yaks. And as you can see, he has perfected the one eared wave,

Agree with RM, Jimmers.  Quit playing with your pet Polar Bears so much and post here once in awhile, eh?  

Wow, a pop-up appearance by Jimmers! Miss you here. The joint just ain’t the same. Hope you are doing well man! 

February '65

Hey friends,many plenty sorries if anyone's been concerned...not my intent at all,sometimes I just crumble and it's been awfully difficult trying to put myself back together this time around.So many sad and terrible things I didn't/couldn't deal with properly,put on the back burner because I needed all my focus to be on positivity,to get well and keep healing my body.They catch up and build up-I've lost a bunch more people I was close with since last on, one being a girl I loved very very much before Mrs Porcupine came around.It broke me like ai never thought possible and the floodwaters poured out with "B'" loosing her battle.
My mental health is very fragile right now with depression still weighing very heavy annd the temptation to relapse is so spooning strong every day.I was gonna jump on yesterday after running some errands-I have some loot sitting with Lizards and it's been a WHILE,figured I should finally send him some quills so he could pack it off to Arden,now that mail is SORTA okay.Well,guess I dropped my debit walking Pineapple and someone had a good time 'tapping' on my dime.Let me tell you,that shot the carp out of feeling okay.What a terrible feeling.I'll be reinbursed,in TEN DAYS-I had tap turned off,but seems banks lifted that across the board?!!?Anyways,that just freaking pooped me off.I hope the person really needed that and maybe I made someones day a bit brighter?Have to try to be silver lining guy...but all that time on the phone,the moribund feeling of being ripped off...och,it's still eating me.
I want to be my ol' happy self when I post here,but I can't right now.The mental illness cripples me to the point I have attacks of anxiety just thinking about logging on.For real..it's absurd,but I freak out thinking about it.I'll lay i  bed thinking about making a post to say sorry,but then get anxious and my mind goes off and a million roads later I'm exhausted and I just hide the computer.I draw a lot.Art a few hours a day.J write,I mirco clean(think manic dusting organizing) I garden,I just try to stay busy and not let my mind go a zillion miles an hour.Today I was playing with my old table top victrola and the motor went.Joy!Sweated and maniced over that until K realized I needed to google,youtube how to fix it.So,I was online and thought I'd make a quick hi,excuse for where ai'd been and now,look,I'm rambling.
I think of you gang everyday and I have guilt.Larry,Marwood,Bats DOMO(💛again,thank you),batmiesta @Kevin.Jare you okay mate?RobotMan,my secret pm group(it's a SECRET)Ken Aldred DrX i have not read the pm @steveinthecitythanks so much for giving a shout.  @Get Marwood & II thought the letter would have been there...i'm not trying to miss anyone,sorry if you don't see your name it just means I'm overwhelmed right now

Hey friends,many plenty sorries if anyone's been concerned...not my intent at all,sometimes I just crumble and it's been awfully difficult trying to put myself back together this time around.So many sad and terrible things I didn't/couldn't deal with properly,put on the back burner because I needed all my focus to be on positivity,to get well and keep healing my body.They catch up and build up-I've lost a bunch more people I was close with since last on, one being a girl I loved very very much before Mrs Porcupine came around.It broke me like ai never thought possible and the floodwaters poured out with "B'" loosing her battle.
My mental health is very fragile right now with depression still weighing very heavy annd the temptation to relapse is so spooning strong every day.I was gonna jump on yesterday after running some errands-I have some loot sitting with Lizards and it's been a WHILE,figured I should finally send him some quills so he could pack it off to Arden,now that mail is SORTA okay.Well,guess I dropped my debit walking Pineapple and someone had a good time 'tapping' on my dime.Let me tell you,that shot the carp out of feeling okay.What a terrible feeling.I'll be reinbursed,in TEN DAYS-I had tap turned off,but seems banks lifted that across the board?!!?Anyways,that just freaking pooped me off.I hope the person really needed that and maybe I made someones day a bit brighter?Have to try to be silver lining guy...but all that time on the phone,the moribund feeling of being ripped off...och,it's still eating me.
I want to be my ol' happy self when I post here,but I can't right now.The mental illness cripples me to the point I have attacks of anxiety just thinking about logging on.For real..it's absurd,but I freak out thinking about it.I'll lay i  bed thinking about making a post to say sorry,but then get anxious and my mind goes off and a million roads later I'm exhausted and I just hide the computer.I draw a lot.Art a few hours a day.J write,I mirco clean(think manic dusting organizing) I garden,I just try to stay busy and not let my mind go a zillion miles an hour.Today I was playing with my old table top victrola and the motor went.Joy!Sweated and maniced over that until K realized I needed to google,youtube how to fix it.So,I was online and thought I'd make a quick hi,excuse for where ai'd been and now,look,I'm rambling.
I think of you gang everyday and I have guilt.Larry,Marwood,Bats DOMO(💛again,thank you),batmiesta @Kevin.Jare you okay mate?RobotMan,my secret pm group(it's a SECRET)Ken Aldred DrX i have not read the pm @steveinthecitythanks so much for giving a shout.  @Get Marwood & II thought the letter would have been there...i'm not trying to miss anyone,sorry if you don't see your name it just means I'm overwhelmed right now

Hey friends,many plenty sorries if anyone's been concerned...not my intent at all,sometimes I just crumble and it's been awfully difficult trying to put myself back together this time around.So many sad and terrible things I didn't/couldn't deal with properly,put on the back burner because I needed all my focus to be on positivity,to get well and keep healing my body.They catch up and build up-I've lost a bunch more people I was close with since last on, one being a girl I loved very very much before Mrs Porcupine came around.It broke me like ai never thought possible and the floodwaters poured out with "B'" loosing her battle.
My mental health is very fragile right now with depression still weighing very heavy annd the temptation to relapse is so spooning strong every day.I was gonna jump on yesterday after running some errands-I have some loot sitting with Lizards and it's been a WHILE,figured I should finally send him some quills so he could pack it off to Arden,now that mail is SORTA okay.Well,guess I dropped my debit walking Pineapple and someone had a good time 'tapping' on my dime.Let me tell you,that shot the carp out of feeling okay.What a terrible feeling.I'll be reinbursed,in TEN DAYS-I had tap turned off,but seems banks lifted that across the board?!!?Anyways,that just freaking pooped me off.I hope the person really needed that and maybe I made someones day a bit brighter?Have to try to be silver lining guy...but all that time on the phone,the moribund feeling of being ripped off...och,it's still eating me.
I want to be my ol' happy self when I post here,but I can't right now.The mental illness cripples me to the point I have attacks of anxiety just thinking about logging on.For real..it's absurd,but I freak out thinking about it.I'll lay i  bed thinking about making a post to say sorry,but then get anxious and my mind goes off and a million roads later I'm exhausted and I just hide the computer.I draw a lot.Art a few hours a day.J write,I mirco clean(think manic dusting organizing) I garden,I just try to stay busy and not let my mind go a zillion miles an hour.Today I was playing with my old table top victrola and the motor went.Joy!Sweated and maniced over that until K realized I needed to google,youtube how to fix it.So,I was online and thought I'd make a quick hi,excuse for where ai'd been and now,look,I'm rambling.
I think of you gang everyday and I have guilt.Larry,Marwood,Bats DOMO(💛again,thank you),batmiesta @Kevin.Jare you okay mate?RobotMan,my secret pm group(it's a SECRET)Ken Aldred DrX i have not read the pm @steveinthecitythanks so much for giving a shout.  @Get Marwood & II thought the letter would have been there...i'm not trying to miss anyone,sorry if you don't see your name it just means I'm overwhelmed right now

Hey friends,many plenty sorries if anyone's been concerned...not my intent at all,sometimes I just crumble and it's been awfully difficult trying to put myself back together this time around.So many sad and terrible things I didn't/couldn't deal with properly,put on the back burner because I needed all my focus to be on positivity,to get well and keep healing my body.They catch up and build up-I've lost a bunch more people I was close with since last on, one being a girl I loved very very much before Mrs Porcupine came around.It broke me like ai never thought possible and the floodwaters poured out with "B'" loosing her battle.
My mental health is very fragile right now with depression still weighing very heavy annd the temptation to relapse is so spooning strong every day.I was gonna jump on yesterday after running some errands-I have some loot sitting with Lizards and it's been a WHILE,figured I should finally send him some quills so he could pack it off to Arden,now that mail is SORTA okay.Well,guess I dropped my debit walking Pineapple and someone had a good time 'tapping' on my dime.Let me tell you,that shot the carp out of feeling okay.What a terrible feeling.I'll be reinbursed,in TEN DAYS-I had tap turned off,but seems banks lifted that across the board?!!?Anyways,that just freaking pooped me off.I hope the person really needed that and maybe I made someones day a bit brighter?Have to try to be silver lining guy...but all that time on the phone,the moribund feeling of being ripped off...och,it's still eating me.
I want to be my ol' happy self when I post here,but I can't right now.The mental illness cripples me to the point I have attacks of anxiety just thinking about logging on.For real..it's absurd,but I freak out thinking about it.I'll lay i  bed thinking about making a post to say sorry,but then get anxious and my mind goes off and a million roads later I'm exhausted and I just hide the computer.I draw a lot.Art a few hours a day.J write,I mirco clean(think manic dusting organizing) I garden,I just try to stay busy and not let my mind go a zillion miles an hour.Today I was playing with my old table top victrola and the motor went.Joy!Sweated and maniced over that until K realized I needed to google,youtube how to fix it.So,I was online and thought I'd make a quick hi,excuse for where ai'd been and now,look,I'm rambling.
I think of you gang everyday and I have guilt.Larry,Marwood,Bats DOMO(💛again,thank you),batmiesta @Kevin.Jare you okay mate?RobotMan,my secret pm group(it's a SECRET)Ken Aldred DrX i have not read the pm @steveinthecitythanks so much for giving a shout.  @Get Marwood & II thought the letter would have been there...i'm not trying to miss anyone,sorry if you don't see your name it just means I'm overwhelmed right now

Hey friends,many plenty sorries if anyone's been concerned...not my intent at all,sometimes I just crumble and it's been awfully difficult trying to put myself back together this time around.So many sad and terrible things I didn't/couldn't deal with properly,put on the back burner because I needed all my focus to be on positivity,to get well and keep healing my body.They catch up and build up-I've lost a bunch more people I was close with since last on, one being a girl I loved very very much before Mrs Porcupine came around.It broke me like ai never thought possible and the floodwaters poured out with "B'" loosing her battle.
My mental health is very fragile right now with depression still weighing very heavy annd the temptation to relapse is so spooning strong every day.I was gonna jump on yesterday after running some errands-I have some loot sitting with Lizards and it's been a WHILE,figured I should finally send him some quills so he could pack it off to Arden,now that mail is SORTA okay.Well,guess I dropped my debit walking Pineapple and someone had a good time 'tapping' on my dime.Let me tell you,that shot the carp out of feeling okay.What a terrible feeling.I'll be reinbursed,in TEN DAYS-I had tap turned off,but seems banks lifted that across the board?!!?Anyways,that just freaking pooped me off.I hope the person really needed that and maybe I made someones day a bit brighter?Have to try to be silver lining guy...but all that time on the phone,the moribund feeling of being ripped off...och,it's still eating me.
I want to be my ol' happy self when I post here,but I can't right now.The mental illness cripples me to the point I have attacks of anxiety just thinking about logging on.For real..it's absurd,but I freak out thinking about it.I'll lay i  bed thinking about making a post to say sorry,but then get anxious and my mind goes off and a million roads later I'm exhausted and I just hide the computer.I draw a lot.Art a few hours a day.J write,I mirco clean(think manic dusting organizing) I garden,I just try to stay busy and not let my mind go a zillion miles an hour.Today I was playing with my old table top victrola and the motor went.Joy!Sweated and maniced over that until K realized I needed to google,youtube how to fix it.So,I was online and thought I'd make a quick hi,excuse for where ai'd been and now,look,I'm rambling.
I think of you gang everyday and I have guilt.Larry,Marwood,Bats DOMO(💛again,thank you),batmiesta @Kevin.Jare you okay mate?RobotMan,my secret pm group(it's a SECRET)Ken Aldred DrX i have not read the pm @steveinthecitythanks so much for giving a shout.  @Get Marwood & II thought the letter would have been there...i'm not trying to miss anyone,sorry if you don't see your name it just means I'm overwhelmed right now

Hey friends,many plenty sorries if anyone's been concerned...not my intent at all,sometimes I just crumble and it's been awfully difficult trying to put myself back together this time around.So many sad and terrible things I didn't/couldn't deal with properly,put on the back burner because I needed all my focus to be on positivity,to get well and keep healing my body.They catch up and build up-I've lost a bunch more people I was close with since last on, one being a girl I loved very very much before Mrs Porcupine came around.It broke me like ai never thought possible and the floodwaters poured out with "B'" loosing her battle.
My mental health is very fragile right now with depression still weighing very heavy annd the temptation to relapse is so spooning strong every day.I was gonna jump on yesterday after running some errands-I have some loot sitting with Lizards and it's been a WHILE,figured I should finally send him some quills so he could pack it off to Arden,now that mail is SORTA okay.Well,guess I dropped my debit walking Pineapple and someone had a good time 'tapping' on my dime.Let me tell you,that shot the carp out of feeling okay.What a terrible feeling.I'll be reinbursed,in TEN DAYS-I had tap turned off,but seems banks lifted that across the board?!!?Anyways,that just freaking pooped me off.I hope the person really needed that and maybe I made someones day a bit brighter?Have to try to be silver lining guy...but all that time on the phone,the moribund feeling of being ripped off...och,it's still eating me.
I want to be my ol' happy self when I post here,but I can't right now.The mental illness cripples me to the point I have attacks of anxiety just thinking about logging on.For real..it's absurd,but I freak out thinking about it.I'll lay i  bed thinking about making a post to say sorry,but then get anxious and my mind goes off and a million roads later I'm exhausted and I just hide the computer.I draw a lot.Art a few hours a day.J write,I mirco clean(think manic dusting organizing) I garden,I just try to stay busy and not let my mind go a zillion miles an hour.Today I was playing with my old table top victrola and the motor went.Joy!Sweated and maniced over that until K realized I needed to google,youtube how to fix it.So,I was online and thought I'd make a quick hi,excuse for where ai'd been and now,look,I'm rambling.
I think of you gang everyday and I have guilt.Larry,Marwood,Bats DOMO(💛again,thank you),batmiesta @Kevin.Jare you okay mate?RobotMan,my secret pm group(it's a SECRET)Ken Aldred DrX i have not read the pm @steveinthecitythanks so much for giving a shout.  @Get Marwood & II thought the letter would have been there...i'm not trying to miss anyone,sorry if you don't see your name it just means I'm overwhelmed right now

Hey friends,many plenty sorries if anyone's been concerned...not my intent at all,sometimes I just crumble and it's been awfully difficult trying to put myself back together this time around.So many sad and terrible things I didn't/couldn't deal with properly,put on the back burner because I needed all my focus to be on positivity,to get well and keep healing my body.They catch up and build up-I've lost a bunch more people I was close with since last on, one being a girl I loved very very much before Mrs Porcupine came around.It broke me like ai never thought possible and the floodwaters poured out with "B'" loosing her battle.
My mental health is very fragile right now with depression still weighing very heavy annd the temptation to relapse is so spooning strong every day.I was gonna jump on yesterday after running some errands-I have some loot sitting with Lizards and it's been a WHILE,figured I should finally send him some quills so he could pack it off to Arden,now that mail is SORTA okay.Well,guess I dropped my debit walking Pineapple and someone had a good time 'tapping' on my dime.Let me tell you,that shot the carp out of feeling okay.What a terrible feeling.I'll be reinbursed,in TEN DAYS-I had tap turned off,but seems banks lifted that across the board?!!?Anyways,that just freaking pooped me off.I hope the person really needed that and maybe I made someones day a bit brighter?Have to try to be silver lining guy...but all that time on the phone,the moribund feeling of being ripped off...och,it's still eating me.
I want to be my ol' happy self when I post here,but I can't right now.The mental illness cripples me to the point I have attacks of anxiety just thinking about logging on.For real..it's absurd,but I freak out thinking about it.I'll lay i  bed thinking about making a post to say sorry,but then get anxious and my mind goes off and a million roads later I'm exhausted and I just hide the computer.I draw a lot.Art a few hours a day.J write,I mirco clean(think manic dusting organizing) I garden,I just try to stay busy and not let my mind go a zillion miles an hour.Today I was playing with my old table top victrola and the motor went.Joy!Sweated and maniced over that until K realized I needed to google,youtube how to fix it.So,I was online and thought I'd make a quick hi,excuse for where ai'd been and now,look,I'm rambling.
I think of you gang everyday and I have guilt.Larry,Marwood,Bats DOMO(💛again,thank you),batmiesta @Kevin.Jare you okay mate?RobotMan,my secret pm group(it's a SECRET)Ken Aldred DrX i have not read the pm @steveinthecitythanks so much for giving a shout.  @Get Marwood & II thought the letter would have been there...i'm not trying to miss anyone,sorry if you don't see your name it just means I'm overwhelmed right now