He does always seem so happy. Which is why when he came out (a little while ago) and talked about his mental health struggles (anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts) it was a bit of a shock. But, it does show that you just don't know what someone could be struggling with on the inside while projecting differently on the outside. It sounds like he got some help and seems to be handling things much better. I was fortunate to meet him once at a con and he is legitimately one of the nicest & most charismatic persons (let alone celeb) I have ever met.