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My road to success (Moving Update 2)
in uchiha101's Journal
A journal by uchiha101
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This. I've been reading Gabe's journal since it first began, though I never commented, because I was pulling for him. But things have spun out of control, and this isn't funny anymore.
I believe that Gabe believes everything that he is saying is true. I don't think he's lying. I think he is being lied too, and he believes it, because he is apparently not in a great space mentally right now.
Gabe, your decision making hasn't been great over the years, but you used to show some ambition and gumption. I hope you'll return to that. This fantasy-land about Sam isn't healthy, and I am sincerely worried about your mental state when you find out the truth.
I'm not trying to lecture you, because I know you will react poorly to that. But please, get some help, and get your head straight. If you're still hung up on Sam, you need to get over this hurdle so you can move on. You need to Skype or Webcam or something so you can see who you're actually talking to, and then you can move on with your life. No excuses for you or for her, just do it, like ripping off a band-aid or jumping in a cold pool of water. May seem tough, but once you do it, you'll wonder why you waited so long. If she is what she said she is (she should be able to prove what she looks like and even demonstrate these "powers" via webcam) then that should light a fire under you to go ahead get your affairs in order so you can go see her. And if she is lying to you, which seems more likely, then you can finally admit it to yourself, and move on with your life.
You've said your health isn't good. You say you're not sleeping. Fantasies about being trained to be a soldier by a super powered internet wife...dude, this is seriously alarming. YOU ARE NOT WELL.
I wish you the very, very best. Get it together. This journal began as "your road to success". Get back on that road, bud!
As for the rest of us: guys, this is a kid. A delusional kid. It was funny until it proved to be scary. Don't throw more gas on the fire. I'm not even going to look at this thread again because I don't want to be a party to it. I've said my piece. But don't egg him on. It's not cool.