No, and I'll tell you why:
1. You call your long-distance girlfriend "wife" despite never being around said person, never being engaged, and not being married. That's delusion.
2. You think that superpowers are real. They aren't. That's delusion.
3. You think that you, a single individual, is right despite every single person telling you that you're wrong. That's delusion.
4. You think that if things don't work out with "Sam" that you'll magically connect with "her sister". But you refer to "Sam" as your "wife"? That's super-delusion.
5. You have literally no idea what you're doing; but you think that you do know what you're doing (just like with selling comics). That's delusion.
The only thing you've seen clearly here is that Hollywood makes no sense. That's it.