You know I come onto this journal every now and again hoping that Gabe has at least gotten onto a better path.
I cant for the life of me understand the disrespect you give to your parents, they loved and raised you. They gave you a place to live, food on your table, and clothes on your back.
You have have to own the mistakes you've made in life. You obviously have no respect for authority figures, such as bosses that may hire you. I mean really you wont smile for a customer? if your boss tells you to? You wont do anything that you dont want to?
I have done/ still do many things that I didnt want to because I had to put food on my table, and pay my bills. there's no shame in working for something for a greater good.
I certainly hope you open your eyes soon for your own benefit.