As an interested onlooker, you really aren't helping your case very much with your continued screeds in this thread. Your eBay profile says you signed up on December 26, 2017, and normally a new member who isn't paying for their wins is reason enough to put said new member into the realm of suspicion with most of us. You say extenuating circumstance, fair enough. However...
You keep claiming to be very wrapped up in family matters, so why are you spending time on the boards at all? If you're not concerned about paying for comics (which incidentally takes less time than writing any of the posts that you've made so far), why do you care what any of us think at the moment? Why even bother to read this thread in the first place?
One man's opinion - the first thing I think when an NPB (or Jon Kaftor) comes in here trying to claim the moral high ground while spouting "F all of you greedy xyz's", my first reaction is "well someone doesn't want their joy ride to come to an end...". Maybe its just the jaded pragmatist in me.
Regardless, while your word is probably the most important thing in this hobby, you can start working to rebuild it at anytime. And for now, in your situation, that can probably wait.